The Internet is too big. Searching for information is just as inconvenient now as when you had to look through an encyclopedia...
Come draw penises with me Title: Draw a simple sketch from a photograph Requester: James Hays Lab [A2LSPC3NPIGVNO] (TO) TO Ratings: ☭☭☭☭☭ 2.33 Communicativity ☭☭☭☭☭ 2.26 Generosity ☭☭☭☭☭ 3.65 Fairness ☭☭☭☭☭ 3.78 Promptness Number of Reviews: 32 (Submit a new TO rating for this requester) Description: You will be shown a random photograph of an object and then asked to produce a simple, black-and-white sketch of that object. Time: 2 hours Hits Available: 615 Reward: $0.04 Qualifications: Total approved HITs is not less than 1000, HIT approval rate (%) is not less than 90
Well, I broke. Over 5 years without smoking a real cigarette (aside from the occasional one from a friend while out drinking,) but I bought a pack. Didn't really know what else to do but I hate myself for it already.
Title: Find this person and answer two quesetions. Requester: Ron Tiarks [A1LGRJUG9AOLUG] (TO) TO Ratings: ☭☭☭☭☭ 0.00 Communicativity ☭☭☭☭☭ 1.00 Generosity ☭☭☭☭☭ 0.00 Fairness ☭☭☭☭☭ 0.00 Promptness Number of Reviews: 2 (Submit a new TO rating for this requester) Description: Find the "title"/job of the given person, add a link of their social media page. Time: 5 minutes Hits Available: 438 Reward: $0.04 Qualifications: None
I know the feeling. I've only been cig free for a little over a month. It's a vicious bitch. I vape like a fiend now tho. :?
I really didn't plan to vent anything here but I dunno. Maybe it will make me feel a little better. I didn't plan to buy them. I didn't want to buy them. I'm able to manage stress pretty well. Hell, I can pretty much block it out all together. When it does hit me, I can only remember the one thing that helped make it manageable. I'm just dealing with the realization that I'm going to be alone. I knew it was going to happen. I think I just kept kidding myself that maybe things would get better even though I knew they weren't going to. Deep down, part of me is glad that's over because it hasn't been good for a long while. I still love her but we were capable of bringing out the worst in each other. Honestly, I'm just scared. We own a house, 6 animals...I moved from Ky to NC to be with her. I abandoned friends I've had for 25+ years, family, and anything familiar. I act a certain way on here and although that is truly me, it's only a part of me. I'm not really all that confident and I really don't feel like I have much to offer to anyone. She was the one who made me feel like I had any actual value...made me feel like I was actually worth something. I certainly didn't / don't deserve her, but that doesn't make it any easier to let go.
I'm not trying to be cliche, or lame, or undermine what you are going through, but it seems to me you at least have someone to chat to here. True, not the same thing as what you have in the real world, but it is so much better than having nothing. I mean, hell, I don't know you but you can hit me up if you ever need a shoulder. I've been there. Being alone is terrifying, but you dont have to go through it alone. I've seen several people here that seem to care about you a great deal and while it cant make the real-life shit better, it can help to ease the blow. We're here for you man.